Popsicles in winter by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
Popsicles in winter
Now there's a scene
Like Popsicles in winter
No one likes that,
And the dreams, oh those damn dreams
Taunting me with the end.
The end that proves reality is my hero that will never wake me up in real life
The hero who unties me from the train tracks.
"Stop with this
you don't know!"
I want to scream out to the world…
"like in my dreams"
just like the dreams
"Just like, Daydreams in science.."
SHUT UP JAIMIE!
Go to hell Mr.Pop
GO TO THE OFFICE
Fuck you
DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT
*And I stand up and pull out my gun, point it at his head*
You go to the office Mr.Pop
Jaimie you don't wanna do that
*And in an instant I turn
The chant.
Rays of selfish magnum wealth
Held back the hands
Of criminal health
And signs of minds
Released by times
When fools only fooled themselves.
They change your tears
By weeping years
Of crazy, caused by fetish fears
And might they come
And grab your gun
Remain the shattered mirrors.
If then we speak
By brittle peaks
Of cold and restless
Morning weeks
And kingdom slashed
By which were past
I crave the final creep.
Shallow
Boarded
Wits all tied up..
In a square knot
Maybe I don't know though,
Maybe I think too much.
Maybe I just want this to last.
Maybe the spider
Crawling on my floor
Was a hint…
Of something to such glory
That we've always wanted
Like minnows trapped in boundaries
Of broken glass
Its simple, darling
Quite intriguing
Tickling my spine
My nose is cold,
And my Goosebumps are showing.
Please look away.
I sometimes pretend the guns are fake,
And everyone is surprised when the bang is real loud.
And I think this is absolutely
Nerve-racking
To see so many people
Caring and such
After my stomach is planted on the nearby wall
That is what I'm afraid of.
Falling away..
Breaking into pieces
I'm finally so happy.
You gave me your lucky guitar pick.
I squeeze it and I can feel you.
I've never
Is this love
Or is it life
i call it september by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
i call it september
I watched her barely fall.
She said "I've done this before".
I know it was weird, just to watch
Over the bridge
Three days later
With yellow tape all around
This resurrected image
Floating around in my eyeballs
Listen,
Its just a dream.
It wasn't anything to be worried about.
Fingers gripping
The edge
She smiled at me
Winked twice
In a matter of seconds I grabbed her
I grabbed her hands and pulled her back up
I tried at least
Instead she screamed to let go
"let me go, its ok, your nails are digging into my fingers anyway"
so I loosened my hold.
And she screamed
And laughed
At the same time
I remember before
When she
The signifigance. by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
The signifigance.
Its significant you know?
Like the slayed beauty in the mouth of a dragon.
But you know there's no such thing.
Like a bottle of pain killers does nothing
For a sickly daffodil.
stuffed animals on the shelf by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
stuffed animals on the shelf
Staring at the stuffed animals on the shelf
Looking at pictures of my former self,
A young girl is whom I see,
She quickly glances at me,
I wonder where the time has gone,
And why it has been so long,
Since she has enjoyed her life,
That she has to save through every fight,
Against her soul, her essence,
To rid her of the sadness and anger in her presence
To afraid to admit that she, I need a little help,
I go back to staring at the stuffed animals on the shelf.
toadddily rrrraindoom by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
toadddily rrrraindoom
this it pretty much just spoken word made up of random thoughts and feelings it wasnt ment to rhyme....its just i guess my thoughts formed into a pattern of sum sort....
i dont understand
why you do things that you do
will i ever no the reason
why you act this way
did they do this to you was this all that you knew
plz just tell me so i can help us
god i wish to be brave
i want to stand up and fight back
i'll only do what i need to do
to stop drownin' in ur sea of lies that claim to be true
when you stop forcing me
i'll stop struggling
when u stop causing me
ill stop hurting
when
missalaneintheass by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
missalaneintheass
dis one is by me
"take a peek at my nirvana
go ahead i wont tell
if you heavin is angels and halos
my paradise will seem like hell"
dis one 2
Dear Pain,
For i wish to capture you and
despose you unto those whom
which deserve.
yours truly,
Jaimie
dis one 3
here i am yet there im not,
written by my lil brother..... by silentscreams0413, literature
Literature
written by my lil brother.....
when will it be my shot
my time
people look at me like im the little guy
i want one shot just one
is that to much to ask for
when we get along
its pretty nice
but those time
they turn into fights
sitting there with
the sterio blasting
i think happieness is like food
so why do we keep fasting
i want one shot just one
is that to much to ask for
i want one one shot just one
is that to much to ask for
all the yellin and the screaming
insults and the bickoring
its just too much pressure im about to explode
i want one shot just one
is that too much to ask for
i want one shot
just one
just one
just one
just one
To cry means to show emotion,
Right now I feel no emotion,
There is only numbness in my life,
So I pick up my precious knife,
I'll make sure it is sharp, and I'll dig it in deep,
Because if I don't I might not bleed,
Whatever I do, it will be painful and slow,
Because I'm sure to get out of this life I know.
i miss dave
i havent seen him for ever
im so upset : (
i miss him more then anything
yesterday i went skating with chris dj zach and someother kid that followed....
we had fun, ish
i still missed dave
he was with his stepdad :(
then today we were suppsoed to get together
but couldnt, he had to go to kennywood
didnt wanna
i wanted to see him
i dyed chrises hair today
black and blue
its sweet
i have to do ll there hair
for the skate team
black and -
pink
blue
green
etc....
whatever
i miss dave so much
i went there...
very fun
manythings happened.. i'll write about it later cuz i have to shower
but i promise i will tell everything
it will be worth reading i swear..
maybe
<3
i have a new account
ive decided i dont liek being so depressing with this name..
sounds ah bit emo eh?
well im not...
im perfectly happy, living my life the best its ever been
and i love to smile..
when your really doing it.. for you and your true feelings..
thats pure happieness..
at its visible stage
warm..
thats why my new name is
sorridere
which means to smile
YOU have BEEN HIT BY THE BEAUTIFUL STICK!!!!
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ONCE YOU have BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU KNOW YOU are REALLY FINE AS HELL. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN YOU will BE CURSED WITH UGLINESS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SO DONT MESS UP!!